Well Christmas is only a few days away. I am trying not to let the holidays get me down and instead I am thinking/hoping about next Christmas. Hopefully by next Christmas we will have the family we have dreamed of. By next Christmas we would have been waiting 15 months so I would like to think we will have been matched and hopefully placed by then. We have been waiting 4 months so far and even though it feels like forever it really has gone by quick. I just have this feeling that our time will be coming soon......maybe it is wishful thinking, but maybe not. It has to be our turn eventually right?
I was taken back to my IVF memories yesterday when a friend of mine called to tell me that her 1st attempt had failed :( She is going to try again in February which is braver then me. Once was all I could take. I know in my heart adoption is what we are meant to do, I just need to stay hopeful/faithful and patient. That is my new years resolution to have more Patience and trust that our child will find us when he/she is ready and no sooner.
I hope everyone has a wonderful Holiday season. We are going to enjoy our last Christmas as a family of two (or at least I hope it is our last as a family as two)
Happy Holidays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3 comments:
Happy Christmas and do your best to stay ever hopeful!
The holidays can definitely be a rough time, but it sounds like you have the right attitude. Keep your chin up and enjoy the holidays!
Hang in there!! What a great thought that next Christmas you could have a little one pulling on the Christmas tree:) Merry Christmas!
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