Sleep, I need sleep!

Okay, so I just can't win on the sleep battle the last few nights. Two nights ago, Izzy was up coughing/whining so I put her in my bed and got no sleep because she kicks me all night. Then last night, I felt like crap, took some Mucinex DM for my plugged sinuses and was up almost all night! I noticed on teh box that it contains 2x the amount of sudefed as a normal dose of sudefed so that explains why i couldn't sleep! It did make me feel better I just couldn't sleep! I just layed there for hours! I think I finally feel asleep about 3 and woke up at 7. It is going to be a long day. No matter how stuffed up I am I will not be taking those pills tonight!!!

I have trouble sleeping anyway when DH is gone...I really can't win because when he is home he snores like crazy that sometimes keeps me from sleeping...but when he is gone, i am way more of a light sleeper than normal. I think a little Tylenol PM may be in order tonight.

I have gotten past teh half way mark of DH being gone! The part that sucks is having to do the bedtime routine all by myself every night. Maybe I am spoiled that my husband and I normally split this duty, but it is exhausting.. My house is kinda a mess, and last night i didnt' feel well so no energy to do anything other than sit on the couch. Clean dishes need to be put away, dirty ones put in the dishwasher, laundry to do and vacumming...and i have no energy for any of it! Two more nights of bedtime routine and hten I get a break...my mil is coming friday morning and taking iz for the night so i can go visit my bff from college. Two more nights and two more mornings. I can do it! I think the hardest part for me is thinking of DH all relaxed, doing his favorite thing in the world...ALL WEEK!

There are times i feel like a bad/weak parent b/c i complain when DH is gone. What would i do if we had more than one! It isn't that i can't do it, it is just so much easier when DH is there to help. Does that make me a bad parent?

Okay enough negativity for one morning. I am going to continue drinking my coffee and hope my mood improves.